Wednesday, November 15, 2006
he appeared on sundae.
n hes leevin tonyt
met him at khatib
chit chat til cityhall
met later at yio chu kang
thn e next dae.
n yest
n now todae
i dun feel as crazee
as i felt e nyt b4 last nyt
not as confused
feel quite ok.. reali.
hes leevin tonyt n cumin bac in january
tts 2 mths. wif sch.. tym wil fly.
n thn wd? tts wd i dunoe.
everythings soo new n happenin SOO FAST [and of cos as usual. im thinkin too much]
i wonder whr its all gona end.
n as said b4. [this tym nth to do wif e previous entry]
im in a situation ive nvr bn in b4
n i nvr ever bleeved sth like tt wud happen.
n im not as happy as i was in e previous entry.
as in im not IM NOT keepin ani hopes.
let alone keepin them high.
here i am. whr i canot .. or more like
do not noe whther i shd trust anione.
whether i shd follow my instincts
whthr i shd juz see whr it all ends
besyds it all looks very VERY far fetched to me.
bt its al abt me isnt it. me n my decisions. [n i was tol tt im too young to make decisions nwn im under sumone elses care. bt thr cums a tym whn i'l b independentn no one can stop me frm makin my decisions ;)]
n i duwanna let go.
i like e frenship its totali new. totali intricate. delicate. new.sum are excited for mesome think its way styyle!!they think things can go welbt others .. they think im askin for troublethey think im being taken advantage of[or more like.. wil b taken advantage of]bt all of em are concerned for men me? wd do I think? wel. this is wd i think.LET TYM TEL! I DUWANNA THINK ANIMORE LA DAEI'L BECUM 86 AT E AGE OF 17. WHITE HAIR WIL GROW ON MY HEADIF I THINK ANI MORE THN WD IM THINKIN ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!*nice yet tormenting*muackzJuLiE
<3 Wednesday, November 15, 2006;
