Friday, November 17, 2006
fridae todae...
at sch now
listenin to e song
"nadpu illai kadithem"
its totali addictive..
it made me cry..
email has been sent.
didnt noe abt wd to say
bt wel. juz did la.
see whthr i'l get a reply
hmmm
tol zura n shila abt
mickey n his gf
muz haf seen zuras face
wahhaha
she damn cute la..
heheheheh
evryting oso "best nya!!"
ya la best la.. bt stil.
things are very disturbin..
julies nt concentratin
in wds impt ready
tts a big booboo
my exams, presentations, proj
are all due very soon
i gotta catch up ready...
bt thrs this pull in my heart
like. like i dunoe.
like juz wanna sit dwn
n think my life away
tho its not a nice feelin insyd
i stil wanna juz do it.
like u noe.. wds tt werd..
er.. likin to inflict pain onto oneself
masochistic. yeah. read tt werd
frm this passage durin o lvl daes.
bt now i go find in wikipedia,,
it says..sth to do wif sexual fantasies!!
wtf sia!!! nonono
i meant suffering. aiya wdever not la.
haish.. its not like i luv inflictin pain onto myself [def not via sexual fantisies! EEEEW]its juz i wanna sit n think n think whole daen feel bad. [self sympathy??? mebe..]bt haiya. later it wil b bac to square onei'l b panickin over my thousand tons of werk,as usual. n thn at e bac of my mindthr'll stil b this tot.this sad tot. which i usuali try my bestto push outta my head..wif no luck. at all.wel. yeah.k. dahmuackzJuLiE
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