was trustin too much my fault?

Sunday, August 20, 2006

freakin pissed off..
at i dunnoe wd.
wel sumtysm its better to jzu
don bother at alll..
yesh.. wdeva la!
todae had fun at cls..
hehehe
teach e children ..
heheheheh
they are cute lil darlinz..
esp shabana.. this gal.. shes freakin cute la!
yaya shes gt e same name as ma sis.. bt wel
whahah cutie pie seh!!!
was cumin home..
n thn sahib bro..
he tompang me to redhil mrt station..
hes one happenin bro in law i haf@!!!
so far my 3 bros in law oso ponna happenin..
sahib.. siraj..saleem... whahahahah
did i mention..dae b4 yest.. mediacorp..
frm lil india.. we took e train to dhoby ghaut..
we actuali missed e train!! whahahha
we were tokin abt "tunang" stuffies,,
wahahahah
tunang at 16... marry at 17 /18.. aiyooo!!
canot la!!!
whrs e freedom????
after sec sch.. settle dwn wif a hubby?? NO WAY MAN!
sum dun mind gettin married at 21! no la!! stil canot!!!
haish.. 26 ...27... k earliest 25.. not ani younger seh!
wd happen to all e career minded women??
whahhaha all jz wanna get married??
no one got ani goals to achieve ah???
haish!! whahahah..
listenin to NONO bt raghav
brings bac hellotsa memories.
wif fadhie. indix. hudsie.
o lvl prep daes.
nyt classes.
starbucks.
fadhie n hudise usuali get rides home frm their papas.
*weeeeeeeeeeeee*
hmm those were e great deas i reali enjoyed..
nw i gt this nauseas feelin in ma heart...
which usuali means tt im gona cry soon.
bt i wun.. hmmm memories man!
i miss all e gd daes,
grad dae ws e best.
i rmbr preshhy kissed me n fadhie on e cheekz
whahaha so surprised. bt wel those daes
goodness.. whirlwind rollercoaster ride..
wel.. besyds im havin great fun at sch now oso..
ITE life is not as slack as many ppl think..
bt stil i do enjoy myself alot at sch..
wd wif crazy swties... zura daya shasha n shila..
evydae is a new laffin dae.. whahahhaa
hahaha hmmmmmmm
wel.. its a gd thing too goin to sch,,
get to meet new ppl.. frm totali diff bcgrnds..
ppl hu live in e othr syd of e country.
whahaha lifes juz great man..
actuali.. cum to tink of it..
im actuali leadin a great life...
great frens... hu actuali care fer me..
my family.
wd more can i ask fer huh? whahah
mebe i stil wan e light frm within e darkness..
tts wd i tol my mummy.. whn she asked wds botherin me.
i tol her tt i wanted a bf. n she was like "i dun understan u"
"wd problems are u facin.. y u tink like tt"
n i was like. "mummy.. im a teenage gal. i gt lotsa probs.. (actuali not reali la)
so among all e darkness.. my bf wil b e light.. which wil always b thr.."
(waaaaaaaaah.. so drama seh!!! hehe)
wel.. a young gal can dream can't she?!?!!?!?
hehehehe
muackz
JuLiE

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