Monday, July 10, 2006
n yeah happens again.. im like soo sick in tired of evyting.
u may not noe, noe ryt nw, the pain i feel, its so real, no matter whr e future lies, i see ryt now.. only u n i..
waaaah im breakin insyd la!
i tink of him like all e tym noe. n i wanna ask so mani things...
i wanna b clear headed..
bt im freakin frightened!!!!
frightened of wd?? of wd answer i wil get..
afraid of breakin dwn..
afraid of evyting. im such a coward.
im a bitch..
im a gd fer nth..
i lie on me bed thinkin YYYYY.. wd went rong. y like tht.. n whn i wanna ask.. i becum worse thn a jellyfish.. i feel like sum fool.. i feel like a desperate bitch. yesh tts wd i m..
desperate bitch!
<3 Monday, July 10, 2006;
